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 I'm Stella.
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Anaïs Nin: “And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom”

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this is going to be a rant don’t mind me. i can only swallow my pride for so long

Work is lowering my self-esteem, as stupid as that sounds. I beat myself up because I can’t complete one simple task, and I KNOW it’s simple to do. Then my manager shits on me for it, everyday it seems. After work, I always here, “you’re doing good in some areas, but in other areas you REALLY need to improve on”. I get that he’s trying to be helpful and before I took the criticism as something to learn from and improve upon. Now it’s just getting old, and all i want to say is, “I get it. I’m trying to do my best of my ability and it isn’t good enough for you guys, I get it.”

Besides that, I really do enjoy my job. I like the people, and my coworkers are cool. It just sucks that I feel like I’m under a microscope 24/7.

I really need the money though. If I quit now, and my mom gets her job in Nashville, I’m screwed since I’ll be living on my own and going to a community college.


Posted: Sunday January 15th, 2012 at 9:01am
Tagged: personal

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